What am I thinking??

Ok, I have just started my Master's degree. I want to be a farm girl, starting with raising chickens. I want to take care of my family. I'm unemployed. Now, I'm starting this blog. What am I thinking? It's not like I have nothing else to do. I'm not even a good writer. I think that is part of why I started this blog. Oh well. I'm excited to see where this journey, my life, is going to lead. Stay tuned!

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